Wednesday, February 15, 2023

 My heart is beating out of my chest
Sweet, Savory, and delightful
I'm ingesting it all, but it's already as sweet as can be
Desserts take time and love to make,
The key to the beloved's heart
Is found through time that is endless
I'll pursue banal love stories
Above is where our feelings began 
And as well as the sweet scent of sugary cookies, too
I love you for everything you do
And it'll remain that way, even for a thousand years

Tuesday, January 3, 2023

 Drip. Drop.
Pitter. Patter.
A voice as soft as the rain
Blends in with the atmosphere
Drip drop.
Pitter patter.
No, the rain is speaking to me
I breathed
Suggestions fill my head
I feel like I'm in a trance
Drip drop.
Pitter patter.
The sky is desolate
So is my mind
Drip drop.
Pitter patter.
Beclouding, Bleak, Dreary, Empty
I can hear the rain speaking to me
A comforting and throbbing sequence of
Drip drops.
Pitter patters.
The rain is still there
I can hear the rain
Can you?

Sunday, December 25, 2022

 An overwhelming heat grows in my chest
My body tries to cool itself down, but to no avail
It hurts
My breathing becomes more and more labored as time passes
I think of infinite possibilities
Infinite possibilities of what I could and couldn't do
Of what I shouldn't do
I feel a muddled and throbbing sensation in my stomach
I can't help but hug myself tightly as it passes
Is this love?
Is it pain?
Is it mania?
It's too much
All my true thoughts begin to unravel
Like word vomit, I regurgitate it
I can't stop 
Constant pleasure fills my body
It's too much
My mind goes blank
I'm stagnant
You're stimulating

Thursday, December 1, 2022

 I am the one inside your dreams
Eternally intertwined 
It's so extreme
That my head starts to unwind
Different scenarios
One by one
Are you the voice inside my head, god?
I feebly latch onto you
I'm your belonging
And yearning for you to end me
More petty distractions
But I still remain
Here
With you
Are you sure this isn't such a privilege
The presence of god
Don't I need to sacrifice something in exchange?
My foggy heart remains baffled
By you

Saturday, July 9, 2022

 I feel your heart beating inside me

Take it out.

One drop 

Two drops

Three drops

Can I keep each and every last one of them?

Am I set in delirium?

I carve out my heart

The derivative of all feelings

A final drop

Love, is this love?

Inject it inside of me

More and more palpitations 

Too many addicting chemicals

I flatline







Wednesday, June 15, 2022

 My heart wants to jump out of my chest

It won't go away

That feeling that's stuck with me

Smothering my thoughts 

Let her starve

Let her cry

Let her suffer

What difference does it make?

I love you more

And I won't ever leave you


Thursday, June 9, 2022

 Am I an object of your choice?

Your voice was calling my name so fondly 

Only you wanted me, why do you back away now?

Am I disallowed from feeling this way?

These splotches that leave a stain

Are only dripping constantly

Infesting my head

My thoughts

My mind

My everything 

If I am an object of your choice, would you use me again?