Thursday, March 31, 2022

 Love...It feels light, like sugar candy.
There's so many flavors...sweet, sour, salty, bitter, or even poisonous
Drop it inside a glass jar, Fill it up to your hearts desire!
Selfishly, you could store it and keep it to yourself.
Or share it, full of selflessness, while slowly depleting that jar
Yet, almost all glass is fragile.
There can always be cracks and crevices within that tightly knitted container of yours.
Or, it can often go empty,
Leaving next to no flavor left behind.
Maybe, it could even start to smell putrid.
A icky stench that can't seem to go away.
Eventually, turning every last candy bittersweet.

Tuesday, March 29, 2022

 Time passes so quickly when I’m with you, I don’t know what else to think

Those leftover moments of comfort, I wish they could last forever

You’re so radiant, but even I cannot match up with the rays you leave below

So many open spaces, they all close and open at intervals 

Receiving and perceiving those fragmentations as corrupted whole

It disturbs, my ego and intellect, resorting to unpleasant reiterations

Thine’s presence, is the only thing to lull my susceptibilities to rest.



Monday, March 28, 2022

What a warm voice, I can feel myself sinking into it

Like a nigh endless deluge,

It’s filled with wonders and colors I’ve never seen before!

I want to discover more in the depths, I want to cherish each and every shade

Yet still, I can find myself sinking too deep into the sea of sublime

Absorbed by dreamy delusions and blissful memories, it makes me feel captivated

A ridiculous number of tangles and knots in my stomach start to form, I can’t help it

All I can do, however, is let it overwhelm me until it calms itself down along with my feeble mind inside this open abyss.

Thursday, March 3, 2022

 It stings, it stings
How much longer should I go on, I wonder?
It stings, it stings
My adrenaline keeps gradually increasing
It stings, it stings
Should I stop? There'd be not much meaning in doing so, though..
It stings, it stings
The guilt and shame is going to eat me from the inside
It stings, it stings
I feel so, oh so stupid
It stings, it stings
No matter what, this can't compare to the excruciating pain I've felt before
It stings, it stings
I should be entitled to this, right?
It stings, it stings
Too shallow, too small, too little
How are you this pathetic?
It stings, it stings
Before I know it, it's full
It stings, it stings
It isn't enough
It stings, it stings
I feel so, so sick