An overwhelming heat grows in my chest
My body tries to cool itself down, but to no avail
It hurts
My breathing becomes more and more labored as time passes
I think of infinite possibilities
Infinite possibilities of what I could and couldn't do
Of what I shouldn't do
I feel a muddled and throbbing sensation in my stomach
I can't help but hug myself tightly as it passes
Is this love?
Is it pain?
Is it mania?
It's too much
All my true thoughts begin to unravel
Like word vomit, I regurgitate it
I can't stop 
Constant pleasure fills my body
It's too much
My mind goes blank
I'm stagnant
You're stimulating

 I am the one inside your dreams
Eternally intertwined 
It's so extreme
That my head starts to unwind
Different scenarios
One by one
Are you the voice inside my head, god?
I feebly latch onto you
I'm your belonging
And yearning for you to end me
More petty distractions
But I still remain
Here
With you
Are you sure this isn't such a privilege
The presence of god
Don't I need to sacrifice something in exchange?
My foggy heart remains baffled
By you