Do you miss it?

Do you miss the exhilarating highs

Do you miss the emptied yearning

Do you miss the blissful coagulation

Do you miss the torturous constraint

Do you miss the deceitful tenderness

Do you miss the docile amatory 

Do you miss it?

The time we spent as one

Do you miss it?

The blood

Heart

Mind

Body

And soul

I gave up

Do you miss me?

I don't miss you

In my own hands

I crave atonement.