It opens,

that pure white gap feels like a sclera staring at me

It fills with cherry filling

Cleanse it over "pure" water, again

And again

And again

That cherry filling still overflows

I barely feel anything

I don't feel anything

Or I just feel too much and it overwhelms all of me

This doesn't help anyone, yet I still want to feel something that's balanced

Exact

In between

I'm tired