I feel your heart beating inside me

Take it out.

One drop 

Two drops

Three drops

Can I keep each and every last one of them?

Am I set in delirium?

I carve out my heart

The derivative of all feelings

A final drop

Love, is this love?

Inject it inside of me

More and more palpitations 

Too many addicting chemicals

I flatline

 My heart wants to jump out of my chest

It won't go away

That feeling that's stuck with me

Smothering my thoughts 

Let her starve

Let her cry

Let her suffer

What difference does it make?

I love you more

And I won't ever leave you

 Am I an object of your choice?

Your voice was calling my name so fondly 

Only you wanted me, why do you back away now?

Am I disallowed from feeling this way?

These splotches that leave a stain

Are only dripping constantly

Infesting my head

My thoughts

My mind

My everything 

If I am an object of your choice, would you use me again?

 My heart won’t stop aching 

I need to be close

Closer

Even closer

My fever won’t stop worsening

I need you here 

stop racing

stop racing

stop racing

My thoughts keep stirring 

I want to be yours

Please stay with me forever 

 It opens,

that pure white gap feels like a sclera staring at me

It fills with cherry filling

Cleanse it over "pure" water, again

And again

And again

That cherry filling still overflows

I barely feel anything

I don't feel anything

Or I just feel too much and it overwhelms all of me

This doesn't help anyone, yet I still want to feel something that's balanced

Exact

In between

I'm tired

 What more words are there to be said?

My love for you is pure enough, isn’t it?

Is it that it feels strained? 

But it’s true, I’ll always love you more forevermore.

Prickly like thorns,

Stingy like a cut,

Warm like a hot bath,

Light like timelessness,

Sweet as candy,

Fragile as glass,

And as hazy as a dream,

Words can’t define it, can they?

I love you.

 I need more caramel 

It makes me feel so warm, it even melts right through me!

It melts and melts and melts and melts and melts and melts and melts and melt and melts and melts until everything it touches is covered in caramel 

Until all I can think about is caramel 

Caramel caramel caramel caramel caramel caramel caramel caramel caramel

I love caramel so much 

I want more caramel 

Even after that fountain of caramel that feels like it could go on forever ends, I still feel myself covered in caramel

My heart is covered in caramel

It’s melted in caramel

Caramel is the best

Caramel is everything

I love caramel